So Sunday rolled around and I dropped the kids off and dee asked for her money which I didn’t have and we had an argument in the driveway, she said she didn’t care about the money (so why make an issue about it in the mall?) and that she was sick of me lieing to her, I told her why I did it but she didn’t care she just got madder. I told her that I didn’t care anymore and that it didn’t effect me if she was mad so she was wasting her time, she told me that she didn’t want to see me anymore and that we had to organinse a drop off point and that CSA (child support) could start taking the money out of my bank account. I said sure fine whatever go for it.
I know that if that happened I would never get a home loan by myself and that would ruin all my plans I have at the moment and she knows it aswell which is why I don’t think she will do it but you never know.
We talked about some other stuff, she accused me of scratching dannis car which I didn’t, and she told me that she had been holding things against me since my lil one was born over three years ago and that they were a part of why we broke up, and im not surprised really if she has held these things against me for that long im happy we made it nearly 4 years. Anyway we did the bitchy itchy thing for a while and slung shit at each other til I left and went to my mates for a coffee, the whole thing made me laugh actually!. The next day I offered to meet her to talk, I don’t know why but I think she needs it, if this shit continues itll only make life hard for me, im over her now but she still obviously has issues that she needs to get off her chest, she read the letters I gave her and she is yet to reply in full to them which I think is what she needs to do more for herself than for me.
She hasn’t responded to my offer. March 25, 2004